5. skinny-disappearing: it’s past just wanting. it’s needing.

    skinny-disappearing:

    it’s past just wanting. it’s needing.

  12. epitomeofperfection: sarahfrancesyoung: BMI 19.09 Hello Sarah on my dash :3

    epitomeofperfection:

    sarahfrancesyoung:

    BMI 19.09

    Hello Sarah on my dash :3

About me

I am Ana, This represents what is going through my head 24\7. It is my journal, my diary and my therapy session all wrapped up into one.
I have felt this way for as long as I can remember, though you would never know. I have battled constantly throughout my life with my weight, it never seems to get better, don't think I will ever truly be happy.

My goal weight as of now is 120lbs. I hope to be at least halfway there by the time I return to school in september. School os where a lot of my anxiety about how I look comes into play. I go to school with beautiful, thin model like girls whom I constantly on a daily basis compare myself to. To hear how people talk about "fat people" kills me...I am constantly terrified for the day that someone will mention my name. :(

I just have to put my mind to it and keep everything under control and realize that I am capable of doing whatever I put my mind to!

<3 <3 <3

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